It’s peace you won’t understand. you didn’t earn it nor deserve it.

so tell me why do I feel this way?

Don’t go entirely by your feelings. Sometimes they lie.

But they’re real to me now.  I’m staying here. Frozen.

Trust, believe have faith in God. Even for your eternity.

I know it now for myself!   His Spirit my spirit. This; this world cannot give.

Yes, it’s peace that goes beyond understanding.